Left Me Scarred.

Where do people go when you need them? Mostly intentionally but sometimes unintentionally as well. Why do I feel like no one cares at that moment when I want someone to prove me wrong? And then at my lowest, when I want to use words as friends and pages as best friends, my hands shake and my mind blanks, making me unable. Words fail me. I trusted them like I did my 'real friends' and they did the same. Abandoned me in my time of need. How do I put down these thoughts swirling around in my mind? How do I assemble this puzzle? I scattered the pieces. Now I don't know how to answer these questions. So many questions...