Music.

When my headphones are in, and the volume is as loud as it could be, that's when I'm content. I love music. There's a world of difference between enjoying music while singing along with the lyrics and feet tapping a rhythm and actually LOVING music.

Music calms me down. It stops me from murdering the person I have to fake smile with and pretend. SERIOUSLY. People don't realize how someone else singing about your feelings makes you fine.

Reprieve. Thats the word I use to describe music and songs.